Just a little over two months ago I came back to Jesus.  Almost to the day my eldest son stopped using alcohol and drugs.  He has used one or the other almost continually for 20 years.  His wife is expecting their third son, we are both elated.  I know that this comes from God, he will not believe that, however, I give thanks every night.  This is really a miracle.  I could spend hours outlining the pain his using has brought to this family, especially to his wonderful wife.  I could go into how he almost died last year from Vicoden abuse.  God really does perform miracles.  My own coming back to Christ is something I cannot explain, it just happened.  I had no intention of changing my faith, it was as if I had no control over the path God was placing me on. Since, my depression has lifted and I feel joy every day.