I have decided to walk with Jesus 2 weeks ago and am learning*not easy* I must add how difficult it is to turn things over to Him when I've done things mostly on my own.  I've recently become separated from my husband on 10/07 and am finding out what it's like to live on my own in my adult years.  I have a teenage daughter who at times likes to "push buttons" and my soon to be ex and his family who are trying to "chew me up and spit me out" after 6 years of marriage, 8 years in the family.  I'm very hurt, feel betrayed, and most of all not sure what to do, but I know that the Holy One will be here with me every step of the way.  I know in time the healing will come, but what do you do when you've been verbally and emotionally abused for so long....I'm glad I chose now to walk with HIM, for now is when I need Him, but I know He's always been with me ever since I was born =)